Death, Decay and Letting Go

Last week I was impressed by a series of close encounters with images of death.  It started the morning before I left for a short trip.  I was struggling to wake up, and in that paralytic hypnagogic moment, I very clearly saw the foot of a dead child sticking out from where my nightstand is.  It was startling and slightly creepy, but I wasn’t afraid, and I remember distinctly feeling like I already knew the child should be in that corner.

Over the next few days, I found myself fixated by actual death images in my path — a motionless cicada crawling with smaller bright red insects, a pristine but stiff squirrel body and several dead mice in the cabin, a rotting bird being devoured by shield-shaped beetles in the yard, a headless rabbit in the wood, the cries and snarls of a nearby wolf kill echoing in the night while I watched the stars.

I found myself somewhat surprised by how little disturbance I felt, and by how much my attention was drawn to the refrain of morbidity and mortality.

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Upon returning home, it came to my attention that an emotionally strenuous problem I had been fretting over for several weeks could be rather easily and satisfactorily resolved if I let go of something, and I felt foolish for not having considered the option before.

Today, I am grateful for signs, and appreciating the lesson of embracing loss.

Thoughtfully yours,
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3 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. Trackback: Blog Post 163 – New World Witchery Cartulary No. 1 « New World Witchery – the Search for American Traditional Witchcraft
  2. arrowclaire
    Sep 27, 2012 @ 15:05:38

    Thanks to Cory for the referral in NWW’s Cartulary No. 1. Check out the link above for more intriguing recommendations.

    I also wanted to point out a gorgeous and thoughtful recent post at Ivy on the Path about death. I agree with the sentiments, and it is a truly lovely read.

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  3. Joseph Magnuson
    Oct 05, 2012 @ 12:12:49

    Well done post. Always great to read your words. Thank you for sharing!

    Reply

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